Chapter Fourteen

I DIDN'T ACTUALLY KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON! I felt something is going to happen, my father wasn't like this ever, this is serious! i should know what's going.

Me: Dad? can you please tell me where are we going? please? Answer me! wish 9ayer!! 

He didn't reply, he's freaking me out.

Suddenly.....

We stopped beside a hospital! i know this is serious bs mo ketha!!! wsh 9ar!!!! Mama w ziyad wenhumm!!! 7adeth???

I kept asking dad those questions and he's not replying me, fuck this. 

ya rbb ma 9ar shay!! ya rbb.

G3dt amshi wara baba w ana madri wsh by9er, i cried for little bit....

Wagaf baba, sa2al el estgbal oo bs sm3t el esmen w 3n mkanhum!!! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME!!! 

DAD WAS RUNNING! I WAS RUNNING BEHIND HIM BSR3A BSR3A, AND I'M CRYING AND IT'S LIKE HELL I SWEAR!!! 

Me: Baba :') Goul en ma 9ar fehum shay :') goul ena elly galo asamehum mo mama w zyad :') baba wsh 9ayer :')? baba ana jalsa anhar :') baba :")........... 

Dad ma kant yrd 3alay abdn, kan bs yrk'9 w ana ark'6 warah w a9e7 w mani m9dga, w9l baba w shaf el doctor, i was there too.

Dad: Doctor! Wsh 9ar fy zoujti oo wldi? wsh 9ar 3leehum!! tklmmmmm!!!

Doctor: A5oy hadi law sm7t, tf'9l.

Baba: Kaif ahdi oo ento dagen tgoulonli faj2a ketha! wsh 9ar! 

Doctor: M3laish a5oy t7ml shwai, zoujtk 36tk 3umr...................

THE DOCTOR DIDN'T COMPLETE THE SENTENCE AND I'M JUST LIKE.............

IS THIS REAL???

ISN'T IT JUST A DREAM?????????

OH MY GOD MY MOM DIED???????? I DON'T HAVE A MOTHER? I'M ALONE?????

WHERE'S ZIYADDD????

I NEED TO......................

Doctor: 36tk 3umrha allah yr7mha oo y'3frlha, el 9g3a elly 3ala ras'ha kant gwya, t7mlt kther 7atta twft.

Dad didn't say a word, i felt he was dying too, i actually died 5la9 a9lan......

Doctor: Ama el walad bel3enaya, bain el 7yat wel mout, allah y3lm 3n 7alta.

MY BROTHER TOO? WHAT'S GOING ON? AM I GONNA BE ALONE? THIS IS THE END? NO MORE FAMILY? I JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT :')

K2NH GAL ZOUJTK 36TK 3UMRHA, MAMA MATT? HATHA MNN JDA YTKLM AKED YMZZZZ777 :") JLST BL A2R'9 ABKI ABKI MA WGFT BAKI :") ESH Y3NI EL7EN MA 3AD BSHOUF MAMA :") MAMA MATT YA ALLAH :') G3DT TJENI 256856876076 FKRA ESH BSWI ANA BDOUN MAMA :') ANA BDOUNHA WLA SHY YA ALLAH YARB, R7T 3ND BABA ELI KAN JALS 3ALA AL KRSI......

Me: BABA MAAMMAA MATT BABA MAMA RA7T :') RA7T MA 3AD TRJ3 :") BABA ANA MEN LY AL7AIN :') YA RB AMOUT :') 

I couldn't stop crying, this is too much, my mom was the most close person to me in this world wide, this is just too much, she's the best friend, she's everything to me, ya rbbi laish 6l3t laish :') 

Baba 6a7 oo jaw shaloh oo ana 5la9 ma gdrt at7mal, dget 3ala Waleed w ana mnhara a9e7, gltla bs ma fhm wla shay... bs geltla ena 7ena bel moustsha, w 3lmta ay wa7ed.

Ma kmlt 5 minutes ela hw oo 3mi abu waleed mawjouden, kent jalsa bel ar'9 crying... and i was screaming shouting saying "MAMA MATT W ZIYAD ALLAH Y3LM 3N 7ALTA BABA 5THOH 6A7 3LAINA ANA MA3RF WSH ASWI :") MAFEH ELA A9E7" :")

Waleed saw me, jani 3ala 6ooul 7'6ni...

Waleed: Leen 7bebti! shfaik tklmi 7bebti!

Me: Waleed MAAAMMAAAA !!!! MAAAAMMAAA YA WALLEEEEDDDD

Waleed: Shfaiha umk?????

Me: Waleed mattttt:"""") tfhmmnii lamma agoulk matt :"""""")? ma 3ndi um :""") ana w7eda :")

Ga3dt a'9rb feh, oo a9e7 "mama ra7t raaa7ttt oo trkktnniii l7aaaali raaa777tttttt" !!!!!!!

Waleed and his father were in shock, they didn't know what to do.

Waleed hugged me w g3d y7awl yhdeni bs ana knt mnhara, this is not easy, walla i felt that i'm dead now.

Abu Waleed ra7 ys2l 3n my dad oo ziyad...

i didn't calm down, i kept crying len ma not gala 7'6n Waleed agooul mama mama :")

After while, i woke up and i calmed down, i felt dead inside, no feelings, NOTHING.

I asked Waleed about my father 3alaa 6ooul, he was like he's in the room.

Gemt 3n Waleed w r7t el '3rfa, mali 5elg aklm Waleed al7ain i have alot of things to do after this, i'll be more responsible, i guess....

D5lt el '3rfa and i sat near by dad.

Me: Baba, kaifak al7ain?

Baba: Mafeni ela kil 5air, enti 5la9 hdi, g'9a2 rbi elly 9ar, hatha mktoub w '39bn 3na.

Dad is wise when it comes to death, i know he's on fire deep inside.

Me: Baba, kaif bn9air bdon mama :') eshtgtlha :')

Baba: La  t3awren galbi ya bnti :') 

Ndmt jid, i kept thinking of everything i did to my mother, everything was wrong, everything i had without her, every moment i yelled on her face, every moment i lied at her, every moment she tried to advice me and i didn't take with her advice, i did a lot wrong things with mom, she did the impossible to make me happy, she's the one who tried to calm me down when we moved to Dubai, she's the one who was beside me when i got sick, and when i needed arm to cry, i have nothing now, just memories.

I meant with this chapter so you people can appreciate your mothers as well, she's the best thing ever, there's a lot of people who suffer without mothers, mother is everything, without her there's no life, we should all thank god for our mothers, and for those who don't have one, you will meet them one day, this is written, i want you all to thank god for this blessing.


Much more with Leen, her father and Waleed next chapter enshallah.


What's gonna happen with Leen and her father? what about Ziyad? is he gonna be fine? What about Leen and Waleed? you will know next chapter.

إني مدينٌ بكل ما وصلت اليه وما أرجو أن .أصل اليه من الرفعة إلى أمي الملاك