How Can Life Goes: Chapter Eleven

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So for the first time i felt that i really have feelings for Waleed, maybe more than that! NO I'M SURE IT'S MORE THAN THAT!

I LOVE HIM!!!

Laish ma afek nafsi w agoula? He had the guts to tell me, it's my turn.. bas y3ni if i love him and he loves me y3ni we're in relationship? am i doing something right? 6yb law our families knew bt5rb el 3laga because i was selfish and i loved him.. bas men ydri maybe faith wants us together? what the fuck will i do now?

All this thoughts came directly in my head when i read the conversation, i didn't reply i just looked at his eyes and smiled, i don't think he was waiting me to reply, he was just happy telling me this:') the cutest creature ever i swear.

So i went downstairs to the party and we had fun, i was talking to Waleed bbm 6ab3an, i mean like i missed him akeed bklma haha, this time i took his number 3shan law e5tfa faj2a adeg 3laih, hy marra w touba a9lan ya wela law swaha.

Ghazal was pining me like hell i was worried.

Gee*: PING!!!

Leen.: Wissshhhh tbbaaaainnnnn yaa zaaagg

Gee*: Ya kalba

Gee*: Y9air a3lm el banat 3n Waleed?

Leen.: el banat zy men y3ni?

Gee*: Zy Dalal, Manal and Lulu.

Gee*: I was going to tell thim bas Bashayer galtli a3lmek awal.

Leen.: Ento mtjm3en shay?

Gee*: Mtjm3en w 3ed kaif ya bgra?

Leen.: =)) Mdri est'3rbt faj2a y3ni.

Gee*: La bas l2an jalsa a7ki Manal 3n mou'3amrtna w min el mou'3mrat Waleed =))

Leen.: Hahahahaha =)) 5la9 aked goulelhum shd3wa

Gee*: okay=))

I don't mind if they knew, 3adi wish feha they're my friends y3ni.

but it started to be annoying when Manal started pinging me -_-

ana ma kint 7oula marra i was busy bil party.

MA:PING!!!

MA: Rddddddiii

MA:PING!!!

Leen.: Wish fek enti ba3ad?

MA: ya kalbbbaaaa ya tbbbnnn!!!!

Leen.: :| wish fek?

MA: Waleed Al-**** hatha yally t3rfaina???

Leen.:How did you know his full name?

MA:Ya kalba he's famous in Riyadh ena la3ab!!

WHAAATT???

Leen.: La walla? 3ala 6oul tbleti 3la el walad? ana ma7d gali ena la3ab?

MA: Ya zag ella, ma t'thkren lamma Salma jalsat ttklm 3n wa7ed la3ab 3laiha, it was him!!!

Salma is girl in our school.

Leen.: Fy ts3en alf Waleed mo bs hw.

MA: STOP IT!!! tben proof y3ni akthr min ketha?

Leen.: Yeah?

MA: Okay i know i was supposed to tell you guys but..

Leen.: BUT???

MA: I got in relationship with him, before one year ago, for a month maybe..

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?

I just read the chat and i didn't reply.. Waleed was talking to me and i made sure that he saw that i saw his chat but i didn't reply.

he kept pining me and i didn't answer, i feel lost.

Manal kept pinging me too but it didn't work..

why is this happening to me ya allah?

when i confess to myself that i might in love with him i figured out that he's a player? and i'm just a ball in his goal?

i turned my mobile off and i didn't want to open it again, Lama was telling me that Waleed asked about me and i told her that i just don't feel like talking now, i just wanted to get home and think…

How Can Life Goes

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Chapter Eleven

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